I've been sitting on a secret
And I don't think I can keep it anymore
I've been hiding out in Northern California
Where nobody knows who I was before
Where they won't judge me in the morning
We were counting down, the music stopped
We were waiting for the ball to drop I closed my eyes and I leaned in
I kissed the boy
And I know it's not what you wanted to hear
And it wasn't on your bingo card this year
Well it wasn't on mine
I found love
And it wasn't with who I thought it would be
And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me
His lips were soft
I had no choice
I kissed the boy
Playing my cards on the table
I'll admit I don't know how to label
it You can think that I'm a hypocrite,
that's cool
I'm just following my heart,
is what it is And only time will tell
If I ever won't do this again Maybe I've changed,
or maybe it's just him
But I leaned in and kissed the boy And
I know it's not what you wanted to hear
And it wasn't on your bingo card this year
Well it wasn't on mine
I found love And it wasn't with who I thought it would be
And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me
His lips were soft I had no choice
I kissed the boy
I kissed the boy And I know it's not what you wanted to hear
And it wasn't on your bingo card this year
Well it wasn't on mine
I kissed the boy