I stand still, ain't no wind's gonna blow me down I drink my swill, hold my hand until we drown And I know it's easier to keep things in than saying them out loud I'm used to being hurt, drink some gin, I try to keep it down I think you know me too well, I just can't say I know myself I know I put you through hell, and if I leave all by myself You'd be just fine, but I'm lost, where do I go? I can't find my way back home, I'll die on my own Searching for someone I know, long roads tear at me Hope the distance sets me free, I'm tired but I stand strong Ain't much time before I'm gone I stand still, take my soul, set it on fire But I can't feel, no one hears me when I cry And I know it's easier to let it all come crashing to the ground I think I'm being cursed, to take all that I love and burn it down I know I'm drinking too much, and if it kills me then I'm dead I don't got time to lose much, and if I lose to my own head Just let me go, cause I'm lost, where do I go? I can't find my way back home, I'll die on my own Searching for someone I know, long roads tear at me Hope the distance sets me free, I'm tired but I stand strong Ain't much time before I'm gone