I'm going to be a little further back, too.I'm so scared.I feel like hell.Every day I wake up and I don't feel well.Stay by myself.I feel like a bombshell.Thoughts kick just like a bell.Chest is so damn heavy walking with a barbell.Head high, bitch, I'm steaming.Battling my demons.Just trying to find a reason to keep on breathing.I'm anxious and I'm tweaking to hit it on my weakness.The plot just deepens.I'm changing like the seasons.I don't know how to cope.I'm losing all this hope.I'm trying, but I choke.Got tired of the dope.*** up my throat.Barely stay afloat.I'm just hanging by a thread.I broke off the rope.I'm clever, bitch, I'm thugging.My life's been rugged.My mind is always flooded.My vision is so muddied.Blacklock is my beloved.My life will be refunded.Always stay the hunted.Through lightning and the thunder.I see *** and monsters.Everyone impostors.Hit *** like Obama.I'm hot like lasagna.I'm schizo, but I conquer.Smoke all of my ganja.It's hotter than your mama.Got longer than your papa.I feel like hell.Every day I wake up and I don't feel well.Stay by myself.I feel like a bombshell.Thoughts kick just like a bell.Chest is so damn heavy walking with a barbell.Man, we hang him by a rope.Bitch, I know I'm cutthroat.Man, we hit him where it hurts.Pussy ends up in a hearse.Bitch, I do not mean to gloat.But that Uzi turned a ghost.Then we put him on a shirt.Bitch, that crying gave him birth.Man, you say you want some beef.Well, I stir it like some soup.Black got fences all over me.In that chair, I got some troops.They say we did the mission.Then my homie *** spooked.Me empty.That is foul.Man, the fool gave *** a proof.I'm painting you a picture.And you know I paint it well.There's so much going on inside.I just wanna yell.I be hearing voices and the ringing of a bell.I got all this going on.That's why I rebel.