I tried to paint the perfect picture.
I tried to make it include you.
You poked a hole in the sky and sucked all my anger away.
I gave you my lies and I believe them too.
I gathered my trust and I put it all in you.
I must admit,
I gave myself to you.
I try to focus on the light but the bed and the room still stay.
And I guess I should've known how this was going to end.
You held me in your arms and makes me laugh.
Then you
reached around and put a knife in my back.
You left me there,
bleeding in that bed.
Sweet visions of you fading in my head.
I'm never alone,
except when I'm awake.
You held me close,
gently turning the blade.
I try to focus on the light but the bed and the room still stay.
And I guess I should've
known how this was going to end.
I no longer care about the blade.
Just sit back and enjoy the mess you made.
I don't need anymore,
I don't feel anymore, I don't care anymore.
Just leave.
You mean nothing to me, you mean nothing to me.
Just leave.
I turned around and wiped away my tears.
And I aged a thousand years.
I try to focus on the light but the bed and the room still stay.
And I guess I should've known how this was going to end.
I try to keep you from the light,
but somehow the dirt got in.
And I guess I should've known how this was going to end.
How this was going to end.