I'm not fine, I'm caught between the lines that I don't see, I don't see I'm traumatized from hearing all these lies that you speak I wish I could wash you out with bleach I wish I could wash you If I could find a word that was worse than hate, I would surely say it right up to your face The first chance that occurs, I'm not a hateful person, you brought out a different version I'm not who I was before, I no longer hide behind curtains This is your fault, your blame, you've gone insane I caught your bluff, you caught the say You don't think we'll make it, but I caught today I'm not okay, I boss, I drain I've lost my way, now you got me sayin' I'm not fine, I'm caught between the lines that I don't see, I don't see I'm traumatized from hearing all these lies that you speak I wish I could wash you out with bleach I wish I could wash you Dye my hair bleach, wash my mouth out with bleach Bust my fuckin' lip, clean my shirt of blood out with bleach In the curse of love, you're the one cursin' my dreams I don't wanna wake up if you're not layin' by me And maybe I don't get you, cause I don't get you That kinda miss you, I kinda miss you Doesn't do justice, and speakin' of justice I'ma need your judgment to leave in abundance Even all your what-ifs, just keep doin' hard Just try to be productive, this is your fault, your blame I've gone insane, I caught your bluff You caught the say, you don't think we'll make it But I caught today, I'm not okay I've lost the drink, I've lost my way Now you got me sayin' that I'm not fine, I'm caught between the lines That I don't see, I don't see I'm traumatized from hearing all these lies that you speak I wish I could wash you out with bleach I wish I could wash you