I can still remember to the night when I surrendered and we started spinning out of controlDreams are such a fickle thing, they sizzle into misery but ours they just got left in the coldBut it's hard to let go of a nightmare when it slept in your bed for so longYou never felt so naked when you've had it and it's tickingAnd you look around and everyone's goneIf I could bleach you all the way I would miss itI need some chemical relief to try and fix itI'm done making all the same mistakesIt ain't worth it for the aftertasteIf I could bleach you all the way I would miss itRight from the beginning I could tell nobody's winning but we did it just so we'd feel aliveDidn't ask for profit but I thought it might be worth it cause this life is just about rolling the diceBut it's hard to let go of a nightmare when it's all that you've dreamt for so longYou never felt so naked when you've had it and it's tickingAnd you look around and everyone's goneIf I could bleach you all the way I would miss itI need some chemical relief to try and fix itI'm done making all the same mistakesIt ain't worth it for the aftertasteIf I could bleach you all the way I would miss itSomething just to help me numb the painSomething just to keep me in the dangerBut I ain't really got any complaintsCause I got something flowing through my veinsIf I could bleach you all the way I would miss itI need some chemical relief to try and fix itI'm done making all the same mistakesIt ain't worth it for the aftertasteIf I could bleach you all the way I would miss itI would miss it