Why don't crazy own that beat? The mistake was that I prayed to you because in the end it was probably just blasphemy Yes, it was blasphemy I look in the mirror and I'm so blasphemy again I have abandoned you deeply, but I find it fascinating that you still play the main role in my thoughts and I still dream of you at night but now it's nightmares I wake up at 4 at night Ey, what have you done to me? You are so ice cold and yet you still manage to attract me Some days are okay, all the others only hurt but that will pass at some point but you can't and you have to learn to live with it and at some point the pain becomes bearable because we spent a long time together and it takes a while until it heals but while you meet friends and flirt I'm someone who prefers to be alone and think I know you know from the news I'm sure that's why I lost everything back then and even if you never admitted that there was a reason why you broke up with me on that goddamned Tuesday be honest with me if that hadn't happened back then I would have been with you and yes, I know, I questioned us but I thought two days before the breakup everything would be safe and yes, I know, I questioned us and I thought two days before the breakup everything would be safe I thought two days before the breakup everything would be safe I was sure you were everything that counts because you were my fault hey, so much of what I do is wrong but did I deserve that? believe me, this song will be like a farewell letter to you and in contrast to you I was so madly in love but by now I think you were never because the way you jump around with me the way you deal with me I have the feeling it's all a fantasy and I think it was a mistake that I asked you because in the end it was probably just plastic today you're as if we were strangers and am I really the person you didn't even love I can't see it anymore and it hurts that it has to end but fates are the best reason for change today I don't think everything will be fine no, I just think how long it will stay bad and I hate you for what you do but love you for what you are hey, so much of what I do is wrong but did I deserve that? believe me, this song will be like a farewell letter to you and in contrast to you I was so madly in love but by now I think you were never because the way you jump around with me the way you deal with me I have the feeling it's all a fantasy and I think it was a mistake that I asked you because in the end it was probably just plastic * Like, share and subscribe!