When I'm in this state of mind I am wishing I was blind Sometimes life is more than pain to me I feel the power of my grief Death would be such a relief All the secrets that I hide Would die with me Prison is my only friend When it starts it never ends Let me carry you between the sky I keep my hate in my grief Can you hear my endless grief? When I fade away, I fade away This fluid on my cheek Engraves me like a queen My heart is cold, I bleed As much, like tears Life is just a masquerade My death was the hope but I can't fade Tonight I'm calling for the day away I never felt what you call guilt Still believe in what I will Sorrow will destroy the world I build This fluid on my cheek Engraves me like a queen My heart is cold, I bleed As much, like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears Like tears