My mind was playing on repeatI could no longer separate what was realFrom my own strong will to feelThat everything was fineI decided to write down my endless thoughts on paperTo try to make everything seem a little clearerI found a little black notebook on top of my refrigeratorI started ripping out the pages that I already usedI tore them apartI needed a fresh startAnd then I read some notes I made last yearIn OctoberThere they were, the same phrases I've been repeating over and overIwant to feel this meat is hard to get overI want to go deeperI want to go deeperI want to be the best I can be with youI wanna feel this I can't wait for youI wanna feel free, yeah, I wanna be me, oh, I wanna be the best I can be with you.Real change might take wide turns.And when you think you've moved on, you still need a little time to really come around, and the naked truth to release the mind.When I read those notes I made last year, in October,I realize I've been losing my dream over and over.Let's go deeper, I wanna go deeper, I wanna be the best I can be with you.I wanna feel free, yeah, I wanna be me, oh, I wanna be the best I can be with you.I wanna feel free, yeah, I wanna be me, oh, I wanna be the best I can be with you.Oh, oh, oh.