My mind was playing on repeat
I could no longer separate what was real
From my own strong will to feel
That everything was fine
I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper
To try to make everything seem a little clearer
I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator
I started ripping out the pages that I already used
I tore them apart
I needed a fresh start
And then I read some notes I made last year
In October
There they were, the same phrases I've been repeating over and over
I
want to feel this meat is hard to get over

I want to go deeper
I want to go deeper
I want to be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel this I can't wait for you







I wanna feel free, yeah, I wanna be me, oh, I wanna be the best I can be with you.
Real change might take wide turns.
And when you think you've moved on, you still need a little time to really come around, and the naked truth to release the mind.
When I read those notes I made last year, in October,
I realize I've been losing my dream over and over.
Let's go deeper, I wanna go deeper, I wanna be the best I can be with you.
I wanna feel free, yeah, I wanna be me, oh, I wanna be the best I can be with you.
I wanna feel free, yeah, I wanna be me, oh, I wanna be the best I can be with you.
Oh, oh, oh.