I don't wanna die
But I say I do
So I can scare myself sometimes
Comforting the curse
Maybe I believe it's something I deserve
Found my way to hell
The mirror in my bedroom
I couldn't stop myself
Even if I had to
Everybody knows I end up broken hearted
Everybody sees it but I don't
Oh, you know I need your help
Because it's so damn hard to hide
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
How can I handle it?
I'll never want it, cause the bitter tonic is mine
Chaos in my court
I always wanna taste the poison first
Cause I'm the fool, falling on my sword
Waking up to fight another fruitless war
Found my way to hell
A mirror in my bedroom
I couldn't stop myself
Even if I had to
Everybody knows I'm in a broken heart
And everybody sees it, but I don't
Oh, you know I need your help
Because it's so hard
So damn hard to hide
But I'll never want it
Cause the bitter tonic is all mine
All mine
All mine
It's all mine
All mine
All mine
All mine
Everybody knows I'm in a broken heart
And everybody sees it, but I don't
Oh, you know I need your help
Because it's so damn hard to hide
But I never want it, cause the bitter tonic is mine
But I never want it, cause the bitter tonic is mine