I
open my eyes and look away
It feels like it's another day
I make it in a huddle bed
Daddy's asleep by my side I've lost in contemplation
Of the tattoos on his arms There's girls in skirted arms
That seem
like the nightmare before Christmas
And I don't even know this man I'm never
the last one at the bar
But yesterday I felt bad I said goodbye to everyone
I've had enough, I'm going home
This guy who didn't stop staring
Offered his arm to walk me home
It's not the time with woman's flip
And that's the last thing I remember
Oh, life seems depressing Oh, I feel disgusting
Why am I just like
Oh my god, I'm late
Two weeks I've waited for my flow Why am I so dry?
Did he use the condom?
How could I know that I lost eight hours of my life?
I lost eight hours of my life I'll never know what happened
Mama don't say that I'm a fool Doctor,
don't ask if I'm really sure
Don't ask if I thought about it enough God,
it hurts
Christians don't say I'm kidding someone
Don't say I'm birthing an angel
Don't say I would love him anyway * you,
that's my choice
If there was a God, you wouldn't be here
How will I go out and drink beers with my friends without a drink?
With my friends without remembering all that?
How will I one day hold the baby of a man I love without feeling bad?
Oh,
would I wanna stop feeling bad?
Did that motherfucker ruin my life?
How will I trust a boy when I rise
with it apart and fall in love alright?