Sitting in a big white room alone,
tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down.
I
close my eyes to see in the dark,
I feel young, broken,
and so, so scared.
I don't want to be here anymore,
I want to be somewhere else,
normal and free.
Like I used to be,
but I have to stay in this big white room with little old me.
I'm going crazy in this big white room of mine.
So don't want the pain to come in, no.
I clench my fists and try to stay strong,
I cry, I feel sick,
my heart's beating, beating,
beating,
out of control, yeah.
Can I run, run faster than you?
I want to feel my body again,
feel the wind in my hair,
yeah.
I'm going crazy in this big white room of mine.
Everybody's looking at me,
everybody's staring at me,
what do I do now?
Smile,
yeah, yeah.
I'm going crazy in this big white room of mine.
I'm going crazy,
I'm losing my mind.
I'm going crazy in this big white room of mine.