36 hours and I'm back where I started, L.A. in the rearview, my heart is barely what itused to be, barely what it used to be, left the house in the oaks by the ocean, back toToronto, I'm hoping I can find what's left of me, that city got the best of me, sick oftrying to live my life that way, maybe I should get to church on Sunday, call my mom, puta smile on her face, tell her one thing, I wanna be a better me, a better man, a betterlover, better brother, better friend, put myself back together again, cause I stillgot a couple loose ends, and I got pretty lucky, made a whole bunch of money but I don'tfeel any better yet, so I'm trying to do the best I can, to be a better me, a better man,to be a better me, a better man, to be a better me, a better man, moved into a bachelor apartment,trying to keep my mind fed, but it's hard when everybody seems to be, settling downwith the families, sick of trying to live my life that way, maybe I should get to churchon Sunday, call my mom, put a smile on her face, tell her one thing, I wanna be a betterme, a better man, a better lover, better brother, better friend, put myself back togetheragain, cause I still got a couple loose ends, and I got pretty lucky, made a whole bunchof money but I don't feel any better yet, so I'm trying to do the best I can, to bea better me, a better man, to be a better me, a better man, to be a better me, a betterman, 36 hours and I'm back where I started, LA in the rear view, my heart is barely whatit used to be, barely what it used to be, I wanna be a better me, a better man, a betterlover, better brother, better friend, put myself back together again, cause I stillgot a couple loose ends, and I got pretty lucky, made a whole bunch of money but I don't feelany better yet, so I'm trying to do the best I can, to be a better me, a better man, tobe a better me, a better man, to be a better me, a better man