I know how much is on you Cause I've been turning all these nights on my own too And if you miss me now, will you miss me when I want you? Cause I know you only love me when it's fun But do you really mean it, any of the promises? Cause lately I've been reading back on all the words you've said And I can't believe I let you speak to me that way I'm finally breathing For the first time in a while I'm feeling okay I'm doing better, better, better, better, better now I'm coming up for air and I won't be poured down And I hope you're better, better, better, better, better now Cause a love like that would've torn us both down I know how much you've gone through But I didn't deserve to take the brunt of that Cause if you hurt me once, will you hurt me if I come back? Cause you keep telling me you don't mean it like that But I still can't believe it How could I let you speak to me that way? I'm finally breathing For the first time in a while I'm doing better, better, better, better, better now I'm coming up for air and I won't be poured down And I hope you're better, better, better, better, better now Cause a love like that would've torn us both down We fell apart when we first started We both fell apart till our hearts bled Don't need to carry the weight of it anymore I know you, I know you're hurting I promise you that this will be worth it Won't need to carry the weight of it anymore I'm doing better, better now I'm coming up for air and I won't be poured down I'm doing better now Cause a love like that would've torn us both down I'm doing better, better now I'm doing better, better now