I saw it early, it was like the world spoke to me
Telling me I did not belong
I often thought of my senses, and only just barely
I thought that this was fairly justified
I was drifting and hurting, this time I knew I was rising
And if our chases define us, it is our changes that guide us
I knew I was better, and I rose where the rising sun
I'd been hiding for too long
I was leaving my shelter, I was leaving who I once was
And found what I was chasing for so long
Found what I was chasing for so long
I was hiding in the darkness, seeking shelter from the rain
I was hiding many hours, and those hours turned to days
Always felt I was a liar, I was lying to myself
And if the changes define us, it is our chases that guide us
I knew I was better, and I rose where the rising sun
I'd been hiding for too long
I was leaving my shelter, I was leaving who I once was
And found what I was chasing for so long
I wrote so many dead letters, I never really sent to anyone
And now I can't stand by them at all
I knew my days would be better, if I rose where the rising sun
And sometime soon my nights are gone
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