Look at me now, and see how far I came
From back when I was young, and always full of rage
The weight of the world, put me through pain
When times would get hard, I would pray for better days
I remember 6th grade, I was acting like a fool
Wasn't learning anything because I thought I was too cool
Getting angry, talking back, disrespecting all the rules
Because I thought that I was hard, and all my homies did it too
At the time I was confused about the Lord, and if it's true
That he's here in all of us, and all the things that he could do
Mom was pissed about some *, and made her quicker just to trip
Each time I've been arrested, she was there to back me quick
When I got my oldest daughter, I was only 15
Made me wanna change a lot, but her mom I couldn't keep
I told myself *, that I really didn't mean
There's no * second chances, and no coming back to me
Now my second child's born with another girl
Of course I had to listen to my heart
Now I have to thank the Lord for the angel
They gave me a name, and I have to thank the Lord
They said he gave me, I've been tripping better lately
Cause even through the bullshit, I'm living so amazing
Look at me now, and see how far I came
From back when I was young, and always full of rage
The weight of the world, put me through pain
One time you get hard, I would pray for better days
Look at me now, and see how far I came
From back when I was young, and always full of rage
The weight of the world, put me through pain
One time you get hard, I would pray for better days
Life is crazy how I live it, have to go through the struggles
Most of you don't know how I feel, cause I'm doing
Been through the troubles, nowhere to eat, nowhere to sleep
Had no choice but to hustle, all the money spent
On winning's weak, it came back, but it doubled
I was making hella money, so I got camels to guzzle
After feeling buzz, I said quiet, and just think of my life
The things that I've done, the things that I might
Like pulling guns on all my enemies, cause they ain't no longer trying to fight
Because there are some punks and rookies, and they're all scared of my might
They know that I ain't pussy, and that's why they're all hiding at night
But I ain't tripping actually, that is the least of my problems
I need to eat, now I got heat, so who I see, I'm a rival
Hopefully give me what I need, which is some cheese that they dropping
No need for streets, go to sleep and rest in peace
In the coffin, gotta be careful in these streets
All the beef ain't forgotten, I didn't want these things to be
As you can see, it's too late to stop
Look at me now, and see how far I came
From back when I was young, and always full of rage
The weight of the world, put me through pain
One time you get hard, I will pray for better days
Look at me now, and see how far I came
From back when I was young, and always full of rage
The weight of the world, put me through pain
One time you get hard, I will pray for better days
One time you get hard, I will pray for better days
Look at me now, and see how far I came
From back when I was young, and always full of rage
From back when I was young, and always full of rage