All I had to do was to be nice But no, no, no, I just *** it up It's been like that for my whole life And I'll start again, it'd be the same One thing at a time, yeah, I lie down to sleep 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10, 11, 12, 13 seconds left It's time I had to run away But I forgot, woke up late like every day One thing at a time, yeah, I lie, yeah, I'm scared I just quit it all, I'm not ashamed I'm a runaway, what a bad day And I'm right back, I need a day I'm hoping to be a different way All I had to do was to be nice But no, no, no, I just *** it up It's been like that for my whole life And if I was born again, it'd be the same One thing at a time, yeah, I lie, yeah, I'm scared I just quit it all, I'm not ashamed I'm a runaway, what a bad day And I'm right back, I need a day I'm hoping to be a different way I just quit it all, I'm not ashamed I'm a runaway, what a bad day And I'm right back, I need a day I'm hoping to be a different way I just quit it all, I'm not ashamed