Life takes its own directions, I live in two dimensions
One where we win it all, and one where we're honorable mentions
Nobody shows you lowlights, probably cause that'd be most nights
Left before I said goodbye, and I say it all the time
And I buried you in my head, but seeds do grow
And I need you to know
I'm not sure you left me with my pieces put together
I was supposed to be better, I was supposed to be better by now
And I'm not sure I'll ever be that kid that you remember
I was supposed to be better, I was supposed to be better by now
No I'm not
No I'm not
No I'm not






I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
I suffer from self-awareness
Nobody knows I'm kissing
Too many things I do
Didn't know I got from you, but
Low-key, I like it a lot
Slowly, I'm connecting the dots, oh
Feel guilty, I can't remember
Moments you and me never got
I buried you in my head
But seeds do grow
And I need you to know
I'm not sure you left me with my pieces put together
I was supposed to be better
I was supposed to be better by now
And I'm not sure I'll ever be that kid that you remember
I was supposed to be better
I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
I suffer from self-awareness

I'm not
I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
I was supposed to be better, by now I'm not
I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
Supposed to be better
I was supposed to be better
I was supposed to be better, but now I'm not
I'm not sure you left me with my pieces put together
I'm not sure you left me with my pieces put together
I was supposed to be better
I was supposed to be better by now
And I'm not sure I'll ever be the kid that you melt up
I was supposed to be better
I was supposed to be better by now
I'm not, nO
No I'm not
I was supposed to be better by now
I'm not
I'm not
No I'm not
I was supposed to be