I was bored, out my mind
Lost my whole appetite
When I could come to life, I didn't
You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought good riddance
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
You still lie
You still lie

To your face
Twenty times in a day
It was my little strange addiction
But you still tried to stay
While I'd self-isolate
And I knew, but I stayed hidden
But you still lied
I'd needed you
I never was, I never was
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
And I destroyed every silver lining you had in your head
All of your feelings, I played with them
Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning
We were too different, you were so sensitive
Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent
And now I feel terrible about how I handled them
And now I, now I bet you resent all of me
All of it, angry, blocking me over the internet
Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this
Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home
All of my self-control gone
And it got difficult, but I deserve it though
I deserve it though
You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought good riddance
I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
Oh-oh, I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
Thank you.