It's all coming from a deep place Swinging a bat at the floodgates Burning holes in the ceiling with the jaded glazed face Couple years now, I've been hanging for the updates Spiralling away with my heart in my hand Bringing it out on stage for the answer So why the hell does it feel right Telling everyone what I feel all the time I don't want to say it, but I'm terrified Everyone's a mirror when I close my eyes I'm just feeling sad, cause every time I'm back I look at what I have and hate where my head's at Gonna make it hurt, catch me running at the sun Yeah, I know that I'm cursed And when it goes berserk, you just tell me why it worked Why I shouldn't reverse Hey, the truth is you wish I had egg on my face Watch it go berserk now, I'll be sending postcards from space Watch me send it now When you're standing at the pearly gates Tell them you don't want to get in anyway The club that wants you as a member Isn't the reason that you want to be remembered I don't want to say it, but it's on my mind Skipping like a stone through golden light Ripples on the light, candles on the cake Waiting for a breath, any chance to make it I'm gonna make it hurt, catch me running at the sun Yeah, I know that I'm cursed And when it goes berserk, you just tell me why it worked Why I shouldn't reverse Hey, the truth is you wish I had egg on my face Watch it go berserk now, I'll be sending postcards from space Watch me send it now I just wait in the dark now I don't remember the light Go on, tell me how color looks Without using your eyes I just wait in the dark now I don't remember the light Go on, tell me how color looks All the things I like keep killing me inside I'm gonna make it hurt, catch me running at the sun Yeah, I know that I'm cursed And when it goes berserk, you just tell me why it worked Why I shouldn't reverse Hey, the truth is you wish I had egg on my face Watch it go berserk now, I'll be sending postcards from space Watch me send it now Watch me send it now