I hope to see the day when I pick me up
This drought is not the same when I create the flood
Didn't believe I could be loved
Didn't believe I could * up
Should've believed I was destined to make a mess of myself
Didn't know how to impress you
Didn't know why I upset you
Should've fell apart right when the first alarm tested my health
It's all beneath me now
I've been wondering why I'm here
Wanted to let go, find my home in the crowd
Don't want you to see me as the cloud
Learning to change and love my mistakes beneath me now
Perfection is a curse when it clouds the core
But it's beneath me now
And every move is worse than the one before
It's all beneath me now
Perfection is a drug and it hooked me bad
I think it's in my blood to want what I have
Didn't believe I could be loved
Didn't believe I could * up
Should've believed I was destined to make a mess of myself
Didn't know how to impress you
Didn't know why I upset you
Should've fell apart right when the first alarm tested my health
It's all beneath me now
I've been wanting to let go, find my home in the crowd
Don't want you to see me as the cloud
Learning to change and love my mistakes beneath me now



It's all beneath me now
I've tried to let go, find my home in the crowd
Don't want you to see me as the cloud
Learning to change and fall out of place beneath me now
It's all beneath me now
It's all that needs me now
It's all that needs me
It's what needs me now
It's all that needs me
It's what needs me now
It's all that needs me
It's what needs me now
you