It's 2020, here we are, I'm 20, I guess it's time to start figuring *** out, huh? This is the *** moment I've been dreading. See they've been looking at me different since, I'd rather paint a picture than make a post on Instagram. Today's a beautiful day, I thought I'd express my gratitude in a musical way, cause sunshine at rainbows ain't the usual case, there's days I'm so out of myself it's a delusional state. And I just keep pushing forward, I know that day-to-day life it can be torture, you see me I build a border around myself and I'm just tryna keep my head up out the corners. I know people abandon you and it be hard, but don't blame yourself, that's the *** that scars, pretend that it's the work of God pushing them up out your way, there's something else he wants you working on. And I know I ain't perfect, ain't a single person on this entire earth is, we can all be hurting, just cause we don't act on *** don't mean we don't have urges. A bunch of monkeys in my family tree, I'm in a plane about to crash, I'm tryna land it clean, and anybody feeling trapped come and stand with me, we'll create an army of people that demand world peace. And if you're mentally a criminal stop, acting on all your subliminal thoughts, take advice from someone who'll be out here living like rocks, for the long run that's why I smoke medicinal pot. Now there's only one thing left to do, let's all jump up off our high horse and accept the truth, we all tend to doubt ourselves you can't prevent the blues, but I'm so damn confident right now I need to make a move, I can't tell if you can see my plans or if I seem confused. Living construction everyday sucks, need a routine that is new, not a flashy life, maybe just a position, a position I can bring some peace to you. I'm just tryna spread peace, I'm just tryna spread peace, I'm just tryna spread peace. I don't need a jet ski or 10 G's, you can wave into my face and try to test me, I'm just tryna spread peace, I'm just tryna spread peace, I'm just tryna spread peace. I be counting pennies to worry about the next G on my way, even though my tank is empty, but that ain't important, we just tryna spread peace, we just tryna spread peace, we just tryna spread peace. How can you judge a man when you don't know the daily struggle? I might be lacking in funds, but I ain't never said we troubled, I can find happiness in small things, so I'm always staying humble, thinking back to when I was a kid, I used to play in puddles, I ain't have a smartphone or no crave to hustle, but now we all just have too many problems for our brains to juggle, ***, I wish the entire world was better, I wish everyday we had perfect weather, but when I'm done wishing I'll put a couple words together, do what I know how, if you hear me spilling emotion on a track I was a nervous wreck first, but ***, that's the process, that's why I be so chill when you see me, I got a special notebook where all my anger gets released, but, I'ma try to be positive up on these beats, cause the last thing we need's another greedy kid up in this world, what we need's peace, what we need's peace, what we need's peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace. peace, peace, peace, peace.