My dad built houses, my mom painted pictures They both gave it up once I came into the picture Me, I'm like them, just a 50-50 mixture My mom rode horses, she wish I had a sister I prefer to pen to a hammer or a brush But I build things up, and my imagery is lush I used to play soccer, but I never had to Basketball too, but I ain't love it that much Much of my time spent looking for a rush Trying to find something to afford me that feeling I fall in love with girls cause they physically appealing A couple weeks pass and the convos hit a ceiling I've smoked a few blunts, cookies and runs Gotten high enough to know it isn't what I want Met the celebrities, seen through the fronts Dated one girl, and I've seen two at once I ain't upset to be inside for some months And get back in touch with the person that I was Know I've given too much of my time to the chase Trying to get in touch with a person that I lust So, this is the perfect time to hang it up Used to sleep until noon, now at nine I'm waking up More time that I'm inside, then the less I want to talk I don't want to FaceTime, I ain't trying to say what's up Careful with the ways that my time is taken up Bunch of geeks trying to take the shine away from us Reaching for critiques, and they trying to say I suck Got me reminiscing back to a time I gave a... But my skin's gotten thick since then And my high school crush has done the same thing So, when this blows over and I'm back home I'ma tell her that I'm really done playing games Seven figures on my bank statement Seven fellas that I'm staying on the same page with We've been shooting for the stars and our aim's dangerous Hasn't been a single thing that the gang can't get My main thing should remain nameless Know they ask about it often, but I ain't saying There's a level of discretion that I'm maintaining She don't understand it, but she ain't famous We gon' see who's still around once the game changes She's a businesswoman, but I got her playing favorites You ain't rooting for me, then I gotta make changes Ex-girls watching with a lot of fake pages My OG's showed me what a plain Jane is And a bust down is Now I gotta hanker in to spend a few thousand KY used to take me up to Icebox When he get his jewelry clean They would ask if they could help me And I'd say, I'm just browsing Wine worked at Enterprise, rentals discounted Ville to the AM back, we was putting miles in Always wanted to myself if I could really be the leader Of a group of brown-skinned boys when I'm not brown-skinned Certain things they grew up on that they get, but I don't get Differences in how we raise make me feel like I don't fit Not to mention the distance between our parents' houses Share some money with them so they know I care about them I'm trying to do it right and figure what a fair amount is But I fantasize about a day that we all swimming in it No contracts and we independent Stay close, never start a convo when it's been a minute Cause it never will be, end of sentence Nemo, that's my right hand, guides me through my indecision Vodka in my left hand, takes away my inhibitions Way too gone, but I'm waking up and I'm in condition Ready for whatever, got the troops with me, in position