Richard

MBC you're crazy

Dealing with this pain is never easy
Tryna hold your head but I can't reach it
And I've been losing all my breath
I'm barely breathing
I'm distant from your love so I can barely see it
And I just want some trust but your love is deceiving
And I can never change
Focus on myself because I go through pain
I have left you all alone and I know that I'm shamed
Tryna foster peace on this plane
I'm tryna love on you but your love is never the same
To tell the truth a nigga really been broke
I'm distant from your love and I'm losing all my hope
I'm tryna smoke up on these jokes so I can cope
And it makes it worse I think I'm sinking through the floor
And I'm tryna be the same but this pain keep on creeping
I'm tryna listen to this music tryna avoid all my demons
And I know I'm staying strong tryna be the same but I'm hollow
And I've been tryna foster peace while I lay on my own
I'm tryna be the same but I'm a victim of pain
You say that you want me but I know your intentions they never change
You have left me all alone how the * can I be shamed
You have broke my heart now I've been tryna with this pain is never easy
Tryna hold your head but I can't reach it
And I've been losing all my breath
I'm barely breathing
I'm distant from your love so I can barely see it
And I just want some trust but your love is deceit
Note to self I've been by myself I'm all alone
And you know that I'm hurt so why would you do me wrong
And I've been by myself thinking is your love ever gonna help
And I rap about this pain cause I'm broken
Cold hearted nigga that's what I chose
Scared of change don't wanna go back to the old
And I'm tryna be the same but that pain keep on hurting
And I want your love but it be hurting
Why you had to do me wrong
Why you gotta lie
You can see the truth from in my eyes
And I've been hurt and don't ask me why
And I've been scarred and I cannot hide
To tell the truth I'm tired of all this pain
And I just wanted to go away
But I know I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for this pain
But at the same time I'm scared of change
Cause all this pain is in my system and it's in my veins
Dealing with this pain is never easy
Tryna hold your head but I can't reach it
And I've been losing all my breath
I'm barely breathing
I'm distant from your love so I can barely see it
And I just want some trust but your love is deceiving