The love of mine
It still makes me nervous
When you take the worst of me
In stride
And look me in the eyes
And say you're with me on purpose
A hint of uncertainty
Or love
But I
Don't trust my senses
Make me defensive
Every time
And leave me
You see
Take me
Call out
In black and white
Timeless one
Please tell me that it's real
How can six years feel like six months?
I'm frightened to ask
In case I'm faced with a red pill
I'm scared to ask
I don't see the apple
I'm waking up
I'm done with this lack of emotion
I want a reverse
Or I'm runned out of luck
Before we get too far
Could we start this all over?
A blame is gone
I'm king
But we're all the days away
With the ***, drugs, and music
That I swore was just a thing
It's not like it was back when we were like them
All we do to live
The cliches our parents said
We're not there
We're not there
Not there
Not there
Not there
Not there
Not there
Not there
Not there

Not there
Not there
Not there
Not there






I don't breathe forever
Whatever that means
Just one day I have time to love
If you are good with me
I beg for salvation
Give the devil his due
It's worth it if it's guaranteed
Existence is with you
Looking up
It's so hard to explain
When I see your face in every star
You're closer to gods than me
But you can take their place
Cause you've had my blind faith from day dawn
So what if it'll never be perfect
I wouldn't prefer it
If it was
You're still the light that guides my way home in the dark
So it gets harder to

Something we can't talk about
So when I pass the stars

It's worth it if I next get there
So give mecamp
I know nothing I can do
Nothing that will make me lazy

I don't need to brave
I know nothing I can do
You're still the light that guides my way
I'm in the dark
I'm in the dark