I get mad at me but it's always someone in turn
I say I'm fine but you know that's never true
I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
Yeah, I keep on talking like I'm doing fine
But every word I say just feels like lies
Still,
I got that bitch what I was supposed to kill
But they come back around whenever you will
I'm sick of lying like I'm old enough
You drag me down before I'm getting enough
I fake the laugh like everything's okay
But even silence hits me, you're that way
I hate the way I lose myself
And I hate that it's you I blame
Tryna run it from the mess I left
But somehow it still knows my name I
get mad at me but it's always someone in
turn I say I'm fine but you know that's never
true I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you I
get mad at me cause always I'm not missing
you I say I'm over it but I fake every time I
do I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
You, you,
you, you, you
Back to you
You, you,
you, you
Back to you
I swear I'm changing but I stay the same
And every time I try I lose the frame
I try to shut you out and lock it tight
But somehow I keep losing every fight
I tell myself I'm fine but I * it up
Like every move I make comes right undone
I try to drop the weight where we went dark
But even when I run,
it breaks my guard I hate the way I lose myself
And I hate that it's you I blame Tryna run it from the mess I left
But somehow it still knows my name I get
mad at me but it's always someone in turn
I say I'm fine but you know that's never true I try to leave,
I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you I get
mad at me cause always I'm not missing you
I say I'm over it but I fake every time I do I try to leave,
I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you You,
you,
you,
you,
you
Back to you You, you, you, you, you
Back to you
I keep on trying but it never stays And
every time I breathe it slips my way