So this is me swallowing my breath, standing in front of you, saying I can't go on, I can't go on So this is me swallowing my breath, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for goodnight, I go back to December all the time It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I realized what I had when you were mine, I go back to December, turn around and make it all right So this is me swallowing my breath, standing in front of you, saying I can't go on, I can't go on Instrumental Cold game in the dark days, waiting for you, cramped in my bed Instrumental So this is me swallowing my breath, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night, I go back to December all the time It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I realized what I had when you were mine, I go back to December, turn around and change my mind, I go back to December all the time Instrumental Held me in your eyes at September night, first time, first time we cried Instrumental Instrumental Back to December It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I realized what I had when you were mine, I go back to December, turn around and make it all right, I go back to December, turn around and change my mind Instrumental Instrumental