Here I am carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him, I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have loved him Here I am carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me Sometimes I'm working my brains trying to figure out How we can come to this, how we even came about We never took the time to measure the proper amounts Of beef we would cause us sneaking around If my brother ever knew, he'd probably flip out And up until tonight we never had doubts Remember the first time that you slept over my house We made love to Darnell Jones, damn we so foul And now it's been a year from that day to day We still meeting a cut, I can't live this way, can't be no more us You feeling lame, what about me feeling love Is *** all that it's worth when it comes to us I know that you love me, it's deeper than a nut I know that you care for me, it's deeper than a nut I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him, I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have loved him Here I am carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him, I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have loved him Here I am carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him, I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have loved him Here I am carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me You keep blaming it on him, claiming him as a friend Talking about you and that, it's tight like brothers Him, and I can't put that on my life So what if he's my baby daddy, he don't do his child right You trying to explain, I got tears in my eyes This lump in my throat trying to hold back my cries You talking about me and your moves ain't wise Me and you as a couple, queen, it just ain't right You said it could never be, your new BD, your wifey Tell me, how would it look to the rest of my crew You with me, queen, that's just bad news I'm breaking the rules, but we just can't stop I say we in too deep, I'm not killing your seed I say we in too deep, I'm keeping my seed I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him I shouldn't have trusted him, no, I shouldn't have I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him I shouldn't have trusted him, no, I shouldn't have Now, here I am, carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him I shouldn't have trusted him, no, I shouldn't have Now, here I am, carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me It really broke my heart to see you pushing that whip When you couldn't even cop a new coat for your kid It really broke my heart when you cocked back on me When I was six months pregnant, still beating up on me It really hooked me up how you would put me in debt Fuckin' up QPs, dollars and cents to think I kept your doughs and your whiz in my crib Jeopardizing the livelihood of me and my kids And which one of those seeds belonged to you? God would've been better off making a cat or a baboon instead of you I mean, you ain't worth *** A man that don't take care of his kid ain't worth lit Now, here I am, I'm in love with your friend And the only thing standing in the way is you I cursed the day I ever even accepted you Your daughter don't know you Her father is your friend I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have... Now, here I am, carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have... Now, here I am, carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me I shouldn't have loved him, I shouldn't have wanted him I shouldn't have trusted him, no I shouldn't have... Now, here I am, carrying his seed that makes two for him and a four for me