I'm living the dream, I wanna wake up Listen To get a second chance, now I figure that I was skiing down a slope in a cocaine avalanche I survived, so I probably don't give a ***, all my bullets all swagged up as I had my pants Do the hammer dance, call the ambulance, I'm the president, then the exorcist, then the pastor What you wanna know, what you wanna hear, what you wanna ask, please, and I don't really have an answer Got a six-hole sick mind and a big heart, so when it hurts, it bleeds Liquor and drugs and things when we kickstart, but now I'm finally free I ain't to blame, no, I play the game to dissent the rules Go ahead and kill me, you feel me, I ain't got *** to prove So I keep singing, I'm living the dream, I wanna wake Whatever song you play, bring it, ain't skipping a scene, just let it play Now you've come so far, you win the sound, though If you don't go hard, might as well go home I'm living the dream, I wanna wake Even if I rise, even if I fall, even with the walls I had to climb, yo Even if I rake it and make it to the other side, serenity's mine for the taking Even if I relapse under R-E-D with D-I-E-O-D Just know on each track I was honest and if I die, so will M-A-G-O-D But ain't nobody really wanna hear that, bitch, ain't nobody asking you Couldn't walk half my road, feel half my shoes, so do what I have to do That's on the daily when I look at my nephew's eyes And I keep seeing my dear brother, and ever since when he died, I'm alone It's like half of me gone, and how come I don't answer this phone? Don't give a damn what you want The truth is, really, I didn't wanna have to lie I'm smiling at the camera, though, I wanna die like half the time But now they asking why my chorus is so positive I'm trying to give myself a reason not to feel the opposite I've been panic attacking, enigmatic, depressive Man, it's a blessing answering, though, nobody asked the question And with all of that said, I'm singing I'm living the dream, I'm on the way Whatever's on the way, bring it Ain't skipping a scene, just let it stay Now you've come so far, you need the telephone If you don't know her, might as well go home I'm living the dream, I'm on the way Red, when will you stop it? Your topic is the same still Not while I'm alive, mother***er, music's my pain pill Hitting with the truth, considered a fool Never fit in the world, but I fit in the booth Figured there was two things I never do But I got it with this knife on my wrist, *** I wake up thinking, man, I'm alive Damn, I survived, hands in the sky And I'ma stand by your side when you need me You've been living a nightmare, do you believe me? God took my pain away Baby, drop that razor blade Baby, I copped that yay today Yeah, baby, rock that Kurt Cobain You'll never stop my burning flame, I keep singing I'm living the dream, I'm on the way Whatever's on the way, bring it Ain't skipping a scene, just let it stay Now you've come so far, you're in the zone If you don't know her, might as well go home I'm living the dream, I'm on the way I'm living the dream