It's the first time in so longI'm not afraidThe moment when I just said my nameI'm just here looking at your pictures, just, you know, reminiscing about you a little bitI know you're up there smiling down at me, you knowYou're my biggest fan for sureI'ma hold it down, always, you know what I'm sayingIt's just what time it is, you taught me everything I knowYou know what I'm saying, got me so got me so for life, you know what I meanSo you taught me, right?So that's how I'm gonna move, let's goSee yo, mama, I'm crying while I'm writing thisAnd reminiscing about them days when we was better withNot a lot, but had each other, so we settled inYou always told me keep it safe and don't be peddlingDrugs run the corner with niggas I was chilling withWe ain't have much to eat, but mama, you had five kidsAlways understoodWhy a nigga grew up like thisAll I know is the strong will survive, but keep it righteousDaddy ain't around, so the potty started sizzlingMommy never did drugs, niggas, she was selling itReal one, never even seen her smoke a cigaretteTaught me what I know, so the values, I live with itNow a nigga parentless, it's seriousIf I was young, they would've sent me to a orphanageIf I was dumb, I would be sitting for a murder, manMama told me, sir, the end, don't talk about circleNever trust a friend, they reach a hand when they get curiousNiggas thought he funny, he got shot, he so hilariousHe moving oblivious, pain, man, I'm feeling itI remember faces in the court when it was sentencingJust the other day, she told me, baby, boy, I sense itSomeone talk about you, let me pray, buy her head quickTold me better days around the corner and she meant itKnowing time is coming up, the day when she'll be restingJalea look up to you, she love you like a best friendKnow I at least see your face, he screaming Nana with a big grinAll I know about the days was laughing in the kitchenPolice sent me off the only time when we was distantLong calls, long range, hours of me ventingYou used to tell me stay up off the netWith the opps, them, just box themBut shut up, lil'Lil' nigga, two optionsMama kept me safe, the only reason why I'm walkingPuttin' on the grave, goin' in, Roni locked inIf I was a kid, they woulda labeled me an orphanThis time I feel strong, put you in a whole songLast night was cold sweats, Roni didn't sleep longI'm just, uh, self-explanatory, likeYou talk to the block, like, you see?Talk to everybody, talk to the famThey'll let you know where I go at, you know what I'm saying?That's Foundation right thereThat's Avalina right there, FireRed, you know what I'm saying?126, yeah