I hate myself for what we had
Typical of me to turn my back
Looking at the two years past
Feelings move slow and time moves fast
Love drunk darkness, baby, we knew just how to turn up
Shouting, haven't you people ever heard of
And I closed the goddamn door on us
With you by my side
I had what I wanted
The look in your eyes
Just made me feel like I was finally okay
Ashes shine like the darts we smoked
Four corners shot, I choked and now
You're off with her and I'm all alone
Hold up
I slept bad in the bed I made
Quit smoking, kept these chains and now
My feet hurt from walking this path I paved
Trusting was the peace I missed
Feeling my shame, watching you stay
So loyal to the guy you're with
I'm so afraid of feeling this way forever and
I said goodbye
You asked me why
Do you still think about it?
Do you still think about me?
Ashes shine like the darts we smoked
Four corners shot, I choked and now
You're off with her and I'm all alone
Hold up
I slept bad in the bed I made
Quit smoking, kept these chains and now
My feet hurt from walking this path I paved
I keep you on the bar cart's highest shelf
It's hard because I wish you well and
I feel you in the heartburn as I melt
Trying to reach what we flew
Nothing but the pictures, none the pain
Dumb to cover up his face and
I feel you in my heartbeats, rising pace
The song we hear says your name
Ashes shine like the darts we smoked
Four corners shot, I choked and now
You're off with her and I'm all alone
Hold up
I slept bad in the bed I made
Quit smoking, kept these chains and now
My feet hurt from walking this path I paved