Do you know what it is to drown? The story of the Antichrist. In the water, there is peace. As if it was swallowing you. Whispered to let it in. And all the problems of the world then disappear. But then, there is that thing in your head. It's buzzing. It's stirring all your nerves. Fight it. Kill it. And survive it. And all the time you think you're the only one. I've experienced it. I've experienced enough. It's strange. You can live your whole life and never ask for it. But it will change you forever. For that, I thank you. Old friends.
