Dear Diary, this took a lot out of me
Dropping, I'm fading away, been running out of ink
Not by choice, not my choice
Be that running away with my sobriety
Can't have much more further to go
Whatever don't break me, make me stronger
Up, bang, fire, you're not banging the phone
Favorite song, I'm gon' repeat
Reposado, it's brown, but it's tequila
Little bit loud, cut out the speakers
Still tryna drown out the sound of the tequila
Sayin' I need you again
Heart, stop beatin' with mine
Put my heart inside the freezer on ice
Made you tell me Jacksonville, we'll falsify you
But they don't get it, cause there ain't no
Phones 5 and I did the diary
I'm still, still writing me
I'm here, tryna find a better way
Deal with my problems, I'm trying so many drugs, drugs, tryin' me
Sorry from the heart, we're almost out of time
I'm not even wrong, but they read me right
Probably thought I'd stop, started seeing the signs
Look out for Harry, but they closing the blinds
I wanna be I, I wanna be I
I wanna be I, I wanna be I
It's not me, I wonder will this *** really matter if I leave out
No, I know this *** didn't matter, but it got me couched
Running away from you, not even April
But love is making us fools
Hearts don't break, even love ain't breaking me too
It's hard to say, but love is making us choose
I'm trying to say it, but my heart is out of freeze, I'm nice
I'm trying to say it, but my heart is out of freeze, I'm nice
I'm trying to say it, but my heart is out of freeze