Dear Diary, this took a lot out of meDropping, I'm fading away, been running out of inkNot by choice, not my choiceBe that running away with my sobrietyCan't have much more further to goWhatever don't break me, make me strongerUp, bang, fire, you're not banging the phoneFavorite song, I'm gon' repeatReposado, it's brown, but it's tequilaLittle bit loud, cut out the speakersStill tryna drown out the sound of the tequilaSayin' I need you againHeart, stop beatin' with minePut my heart inside the freezer on iceMade you tell me Jacksonville, we'll falsify youBut they don't get it, cause there ain't noPhones 5 and I did the diaryI'm still, still writing meI'm here, tryna find a better wayDeal with my problems, I'm trying so many drugs, drugs, tryin' meSorry from the heart, we're almost out of timeI'm not even wrong, but they read me rightProbably thought I'd stop, started seeing the signsLook out for Harry, but they closing the blindsI wanna be I, I wanna be II wanna be I, I wanna be IIt's not me, I wonder will this *** really matter if I leave outNo, I know this *** didn't matter, but it got me couchedRunning away from you, not even AprilBut love is making us foolsHearts don't break, even love ain't breaking me tooIt's hard to say, but love is making us chooseI'm trying to say it, but my heart is out of freeze, I'm niceI'm trying to say it, but my heart is out of freeze, I'm niceI'm trying to say it, but my heart is out of freeze