��Woke up like death in disguiseI turn and walk awayThat dream I had to makeDeniedIt made me wanna stayYou walked through my heart and stole my soulAnd left me with a big heartA hole in my skullYou abused me, boggled my brainAnd confused me, fed me to the wolves in your flairDid I not listen to your sad song every night?Did I not try, try to make it rightDespite all the bullshit that I put up with?I'm sick of dealing with itSo you can take your perfect life and stick it�����������I don't wanna feel this way anymoreI'm better than the guy next doorAnd I will not be a punching bagI went that route too, it was a dragI know you feel this, I know you understandYou try giving it up, that wasn't plannedBut I beat you to it, now I'm the king of the worldLike DiCaprio, better screw your hell up straight, hoAnd it's all the same when I started shinin'I was hoping I could wish on youCause I wanted to shine bright like that too��I'll get over this one, get back on my feet and walk againIt just won't be next to youI'll give up and I'll never come back to you againI was broke, lame, lost, hurt, you kicked my dick in the dirtI was so scared, alone, tired, afraid, thinking about the love that we made knowing that it was gonePast, history, done, I'll be damned if I see the sunBut at least I tried, and I'm alive, I survived, to see the age of twenty-five* is gonna be okay, I got good people on my sideMom and pops for a guy, and I forgot to mention that I paid attentionLearned from those mistakes I made, no more holding your hair backWhen you're sick, I've done, been a freak too many timesBut hold this, and I'm for sure, get this victory to comeCome meet again, I'll still probably end up your friendIt's all the same when I started shiningI was hoping I could wish on youCause I wanted to shine my light on youI'll get over this one, get back on my feet and walk againIt just won't be next to youI'll give up and I'll never come back to youI'll give up and I'll never come back to youI'll give up and I'll never come back to youI'll give up and I'll never come back to youI'll give up and I'll never come back to youI don't give a damn if you cannot see meI don't give a damn if you don't feel thisBecause my love and kiss is what you will missAnd I don't give a damn if you were not thereI don't give a damn about your despairI don't give a damn, you left me astrayI'm running on grass, be on your wayWell, I don't give a * if you don't like meI don't give a * if you cannot see meI don't give a * if you don't feel thisBecause my love and kiss is what you will missAnd I don't give a * if you were not thereI don't give a * if you don't like meI don't give a * about your despairI don't give a *, you left me astrayMove along, bitch, move along, be on your wayMove along, bitch, move along, be on your wayWhy don't you light it up there, brother?All right, here goes nothingI don't remember graduatingAnd my first sexual experience, I don't remember that eitherBut man, I will never, ever forget the first time I smoked that sweet, sweet chiba