Woke up like death in disguise
I turn and walk away
That dream I had to make
Denied
It made me wanna stay
You walked through my heart and stole my soul
And left me with a big heart
A hole in my skull
You abused me, boggled my brain
And confused me, fed me to the wolves in your flair
Did I not listen to your sad song every night?
Did I not try, try to make it right
Despite all the bullshit that I put up with?
I'm sick of dealing with it
So you can take your perfect life and stick it
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
I'm better than the guy next door
And I will not be a punching bag
I went that route too, it was a drag
I know you feel this, I know you understand
You try giving it up, that wasn't planned
But I beat you to it, now I'm the king of the world
Like DiCaprio, better screw your hell up straight, ho
And it's all the same when I started shinin'
I was hoping I could wish on you
Cause I wanted to shine bright like that too
I'll get over this one, get back on my feet and walk again
It just won't be next to you
I'll give up and I'll never come back to you again
I was broke, lame, lost, hurt, you kicked my dick in the dirt
I was so scared, alone, tired, afraid, thinking about the love that we made knowing that it was gone
Past, history, done, I'll be damned if I see the sun
But at least I tried, and I'm alive, I survived, to see the age of twenty-five
* is gonna be okay, I got good people on my side
Mom and pops for a guy, and I forgot to mention that I paid attention
Learned from those mistakes I made, no more holding your hair back
When you're sick, I've done, been a freak too many times
But hold this, and I'm for sure, get this victory to come
Come meet again, I'll still probably end up your friend
It's all the same when I started shining
I was hoping I could wish on you
Cause I wanted to shine my light on you
I'll get over this one, get back on my feet and walk again
It just won't be next to you
I'll give up and I'll never come back to you
I'll give up and I'll never come back to you
I'll give up and I'll never come back to you
I'll give up and I'll never come back to you
I'll give up and I'll never come back to you
I don't give a damn if you cannot see me
I don't give a damn if you don't feel this
Because my love and kiss is what you will miss
And I don't give a damn if you were not there
I don't give a damn about your despair
I don't give a damn, you left me astray
I'm running on grass, be on your way
Well, I don't give a * if you don't like me
I don't give a * if you cannot see me
I don't give a * if you don't feel this
Because my love and kiss is what you will miss
And I don't give a * if you were not there
I don't give a * if you don't like me
I don't give a * about your despair
I don't give a *, you left me astray
Move along, bitch, move along, be on your way
Move along, bitch, move along, be on your way
Why don't you light it up there, brother?
All right, here goes nothing
I don't remember graduating
And my first sexual experience, I don't remember that either
But man, I will never, ever forget the first time I smoked that sweet, sweet chiba