I keep my head high I got my wings to carry me I don't know freedom I want my dreams to rescue me I keep my faith strong I ask the Lord to follow me I've been unfaithful I don't know why you call on me This is my canvas I'ma paint it how I want it, baby This is my canvas I'ma paint it, paint it, paint it how I want There is no right or wrong, only a song I like to write alone, be in my zone Think back to Forest Hills, no perfect home But the only thing like home I've ever known Until they snatched it from my mama and foreclosed her on a loan I'm so sorry that I left you there to deal with that alone I was up in New York City chasing pennies, getting done Had no clue what you was going through, how could you be so strong And how could I be so selfish, I know I can be so selfish I can tell by how I treat you and my girl Damn, she's so selfless, but she put up with my ways Because she love me like you do And though it don't always show, I love her just like I love you I need to treat you better Wish you could live forever So we could spend more time together I love you, mama I keep my head high I got my wings to carry me I don't know freedom I want my dreams to rescue me I keep my faith strong I ask the Lord to follow me I've been unfaithful I don't know why you call on me Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, you barely You believe in me You believe in me Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, you barely You believe in me And I thank you for it Alright Another day, another rhyme Another day, another time zone Today I woke up feeling horny So it's only right I got you playing on my trombone Keep up, never sure where the words will take me Teed up, teed em up, no regard to take me ***, trunk tight, never slurred and lazy Give a verge and a urge to rape me But then please, best friends really make great for enemies My watch gave me, can't wait for one of these I see, see, this ain't a Rolex, it's a 8PP I'm hot dog, catch up to me, huh, couldn't resist Aim for the stars and I shouldn't have missed But I was riding on fumes, so I stopped by the moon Now I'm sitting on the hood of this bitch Like, thanks for the view Waiting on thanks from a few Cause without me, you wouldn't exist You know that *** gave you the blueprint, don't forget Cold as your phone on 0% Going off, now the show ain't off Swear they hard, but they flowing soft I'm taking off like boing on a bigger boing Getting like a coin toss, it's too easy I keep my head high I got my wings to carry me I don't know freedom I want my dreams to rescue me I keep my faith strong I ask the Lord to follow me I've been unfaithful I don't know why you call on me Apparently, you believe in me You believe in me Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy Apparently, you believe in me And I thank you for it, alright