Staring at the ceiling I've been wondering where I went wrong
Cause everywhere I'm going is another place I don't belong
What if I get halfway to the moon and then it all just stops?
And what if every fairy tale is just a fairy tale they're all
made of?
Why do I always feel like I am falling behind?
Maybe I need help,
cause I wanna be anyone but myself
Oh why am I jealous of a stereotype?
My happy feeling is another one that I can't trust
Cause I'll wake up tomorrow and be certain that I'm not enough
I compete with my friends,
I'm not pretty like them
And it drives me insane, I can't measure success
Thinking that I might be thinking way too much
Why do I
always feel like I am falling behind?
I spend every minute wishing I'm someone else
Maybe I need help,
cause I wanna be anyone but myself
I've been looking in the mirror and I can't tell Maybe I need help,
cause I wanna be anyone but myself
I should be grateful for the things that I have And trust me I am
Still I wanna be anyone but myself