I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser Midnight's become my afternoons When my depression works, the graveyard shipped all of the people I've ghosted, stand there in the room I should not be led to my own devices They come with prices and prices, I end up in crisis I wake up screaming from dreaming One day I'll watch as you're leaving Cause you got tired of my scheming It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me Empty, tired, everybody agrees I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me Everybody agrees I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby And I'm a monster on the hill Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city Pierced through the heart, but never killed Did you hear my covert narcissism? Like disguises, altruism Like some kind of consciousness I wake up screaming from dreaming One day I'll watch as you're leaving And life will lose all its meaning It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me Empty, tired, everybody agrees I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me Everybody agrees It's me, I, I'm the problem, it's me Empty, tired, everybody agrees I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero