You say that I self-sabotage, I run from love and I know No one will ever be enough for me, not again You say I'm blinded by my fears, I've got walls for years and I know I'm missing out on what could be, you and me I just can't see past these headstones, where I was lost I'm lying in the grass of the graveyard, a fight's not fought Sinking into earth, I think I'll stay right here, your words do not disperse, no, I've got sovereign ears I've heard it all before, help, no, this isn't rare, my feet are on the ground, I swear You say that I self-sabotage, I run from love and I know No one will ever be enough for me, not again You say I'm blinded by my fears, I've got walls for years and I know I'm missing out on what could be, you and me You say that I self-sabotage, I run from love and I know No one will ever be enough for me, not again, not again, no, no, no You jump, but I know better than to follow you Can't take another fall, so I can fall for you, I can taste a final tide rising with every kiss My blood runs sick with lead, I'm too tired to swim, I'm one goodbye away from finally shattering I trust these walls won't march forward and unbattle me, should I draw these fears of mine because they anchor me I'm not as far forgotten from pain as I could tend to be I'm one goodbye, goodbye away, away from shattering You say that I self-sabotage, I run from love and I know, yeah I know