I feel like I'm in a dream right now, thank you guys for being here. This one's from the first album. I drove by all the places to hang out, getting wasted I thought about last kiss, how it felt, how you tasted Even though my friends tell me I do it fine When you're somewhere feeling lonely, even though he's right beside you When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you? Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had is real, how could you be fine? Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face The dreams you left behind, you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with an easier And forget about the stupid little things Like the way you felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape Cause I'm not fine at all I think she's next to me, still living in my phone I admit I like to see them all, I admit I feel alone And all my friends keep asking why you're not around I used to know you're happy, yeah, I used to even hold on It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long It's like it never happened, was it just a lie? If what we had is real, how could you be fine? Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face The dreams you left behind, you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with an easier And forget about the stupid little things Like the way you felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape If today I woke up with you right beside me I'd call it if this was just some twisted dream I'd hold you closer than I ever did before And you'd never slip away I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the makeup running down your face The dreams you left behind, you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with an easier And forget about the stupid little things Like the way you felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape Cause I'm not fine at all I'm really not fine at all Finish it up Cause I'm really not fine at all