I was young and narcissistic, hellishly ambitiousSearching for some solid ground to stand uponAnd reckless, all my actions senselessNever thought of consequencesUntil the day I heard you'd come alongAnd every night when I feel the spaceI hold on tight to my pillow caseTry to get a sense of youGreen hazelnutStaring back at meLike a loaded gunI never knew it would hurt so muchTo wanna love someoneIn everything I doEvery stranger's faceIn all the open placesThat I'm running toI always think of youA wave of indecisionThat never seems to breakA trail of hearts left bleeding in its wakeAnd in my search to be someoneI lost sight of what I've becomeI can't recognizeThe sunken eyes that are staring back at meLike a loaded gunI never knew it would hurt so muchTo wanna love someoneIn everything I doEvery stranger's faceIn all the open placesThat I'm running toI always think of youAnd I've been up since yesterdayBeen counting cars and wanderingThrough avenues and alleywaysBut it's all the sameCause in every open placeThat I stop intoIt never knows the painLike I want it toI always think of you