The lights go out,
it's dark on the other side of me
I'm soaking it all in, all the possibilities
Sometimes I'm wasted and I just don't fit the brief
But all of the times now, it's never as it seems
They tell me to smash all my hair in
a well Don't say hello to everyone,
be a rust-legged mystery
The thrill that you get out of gaining control
Of the hurt that the devil's hold to the earth
Doesn't excite me I'm always seconds away from losing control
Cause after midnight,
I'm finding me a stranger Who wonders
what butterflies they die at dawn
Don't tell me you can't be lonely,
cause I'm not alone
And I pray,
I pray on the carnage you spill I know
you love to laugh but you can't understand
how I feel,
how I feel
So I grew things last night,
I'm now a freak with pride
And even though I'm not supposed to be,
I'm a lonely,
I'm a lonely,
I'm a lonely beast
Walking in the crowd I'm a lonely,
I'm a lonely,
I'm a lonely
beast Walking in the crowd
I'm a lonely,
I'm a lonely,
I'm a lonely beast Walking in the crowd