Thinkin' that's how I come these ***in' days Tell me if I'm lookin' better Just the other night I was playin' with this Beretta I've just been so fed up My momma said I'm actin' kinda different It's probably all the *** that I've been missin' I don't tell nobody cause I don't do any bitchin' Cause that's when all these niggas catch you slippin' Hope I *** the truth while I'm alive Before I ***in' die, before I say goodbyes Before they tell me all the *** I did was just a lie This really ain't my mother***in' life Takin' out this notebook every day Writin' down my feelings cause it makes me feel okay Promise you I'd take you from that life you livin' now But then we hit the ground Ayy, they say that they killers They just pussy niggas We runnin' down your villas Know they probably lookin' Cause they know that I'm cookin' That's probably what they tookin' Ayy, ayy I wish I told you all that's in my head Instead, I lay you on this mother***in' bed Correct, I don't give a *** what you expect So put your ***in' pride to rest I saw you pop that, now you movin' so slow Pull up on me, tell me, bitch, where you wanna go? It's 3 a.m. and you ridin' me on the mother***in' flow 6 a.m. and you tellin' me that you wanted some more Okay, I'm gettin' older and I'm losin' some friends Thought they was my niggas but they don't make no sense When you find out what you ***ed up, don't be textin' my phone Ayy, I like it better when you leave me alone Bitch