I kept your letters in a drawer I don't open
But tonight my hands were shaking, I was broken
You said my name like it was safe to stay
Then you walked out like it was just a phase
I wore your promises like a dress too tight
Trying to be enough every lonely night
You loved me quiet,
you left me loud Now I'm crying in a room full of doubts
I replay every look,
every pause Wondering where we went wrong
I was almost yours,
but not enough
You held my heart then let it drop
I learned to smile,
I learned to cope But losing you still hurts the most
I gave you all,
you gave me space I was your maybe,
not your always
I was almost yours,
and that's the part that breaks me
I see your face and strangers passing
by Hear your voice and never eat goodbye
They say love fades,
but this one stayed Like a bruise that never goes away
I tried to move on,
tried someone new But every song still sounds like you
I'm stronger now,
at least I pretend But some nights I still need you then
I blame myself,
I blame the truth For loving someone I couldn't keep
I was almost yours,
but not enough You held my heart then let it drop
I learned to smile,
I learned to cope But losing you still hurts the most I gave you all,
you gave me space I was your maybe,
not your always I was almost yours,
and that's the part that breaks me