I,
I take my medicine
Go for my morning walks
Listening to the kids rehearsing a larness
Write down the block, try to stop
I don't love the houses
Manicured with roses
And I think if only these little routines were big enough to save me
Here we go again,
close your eyes,
count to ten Feel it creeping in,
burnin' right through my skin
Know I'm no good at calming myself down But I'm caught in a loop,
tryna turn it around
It's strange
when you're trying to change But everything stays the same
You move away,
can't escape from all the things that
you hate But everything stays the same
All the same,
never changes All the same,
never changes
Spinning out,
confidently filled with doubt Can't get off of the floor
Try to pick myself up,
but I keep getting stuck in this revolving door
Here we go again,
close your eyes,
count to ten Feel it creeping in,
burnin' right through my skin
Know I'm no good at calming myself down But I'm caught in a loop,
tryna turn it around
It's strange
when you're trying to change But everything stays the same
You move away,
can't escape from all the things that
you hate But everything stays the same
Same,
same, same, same
You move away,
can't escape from all the things that
you hate But everything stays the same