I,
I take my medicine
Go for my morning walks
Listening to the kids rehearsing a lateness
Right down the block
I stop at all of the houses Manicured with roses
And I think if only these little routines Were big enough to save me
Here we go again Close your eyes, count to ten
Feel it creeping in Butter right through my skin
Know I look good at calming myself down But I'm caught in a loop,
tryna turn it around
It's strange
when you're trying to change But everything stays the same
You move,
wait,
can't escape From all the things that you hate
I'm spinning out Confidently filled with doubt
Can't get off of the floor
Tryna pick myself up
But I keep getting stuck in this rift open door
Here we go again Close your eyes, count to ten
Feel it creeping in Butter right through my skin
Know I look good at calming myself down But I'm caught in a loop,
tryna turn it around
It's strange when you're trying to
change But everything stays the same
You move,
wait,
can't escape From all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same
You move,
wait,
can't escape From all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same Everything stays the same