Did you ever want me, no worries if not, it's just that I ain't tight My mom, she thinks we're still going strong She knows that I ain't, I ain't She's so fond of you that she can't ignore How every day, she knocks but I don't answer my door Every time I look outside my house, I try to make myself believe I can look at nature and feel good again She just called and texted, say I want to talk but I'm too scared to meet Is that why you think the worst of me? You say we'll make up, why'd you say that? Why'd you break up? Cause I never got to teach myself that I'm How to not show myself, let go All my friends know that you think the worst of me Even a year in my heart, now it isn't worth a thought Now I've got you since I'm small Never got to teach myself at all Now that all that's done and said, I see all the time I spent Not talking to my best friend, cause I thought the worst of me