***, death, and the infinite void The very thoughts we're taught to avoid I breathe them out as you breathe them in My rent-a-heart is overdue I'm such a disappointment to you We're thirty now, we should have thought this through And at night, we get so drunk We try to feel nothing at all And all my friends All my friends All my friends hurt All my friends All my friends All my friends hurt Each day I awake to the death of a dream That I won't mourn, loss becomes routine I'm breathing in to counts of ten My confidant, my dearest friend I watched you grow as you watched me bend Then cried myself to sleep again Now you drift in this reality You lost your way somewhere with me And all my friends All my friends All my friends hurt All my friends All my friends All my friends hurt Getting high has got us all so low Getting high has got us all so low I'm so sorry if I failed you You know I love you so All my friends All my friends All my friends hurt All my friends All my friends All my friends hurt All my friends hurt Of all the words I had to say The secrets I'd impart The magic monolithic truths I wrote to you at dark I'd write them all again Just as reckless as the start But I wish I were more careful With your heart No longer can I live the life I knew at eighteen No longer can I gaze Into the life lived in between The portal closed I came opposed And cowered at my dream Two thousand years to sit and mourn The death of everything The fault is mine Our garden grew Into this thorny mess Infinite nights I'd fawn for you Pathetic and hopeless The bloom is off our rose And now that rose is dead in part But I wish I were I wish I were More careful With your heart