Wake up with you in the morning
And make sure there's always flowers on the island in the kitchen
There's music while you're cooking
We're dancing with the candle
We're laughing through a movie
I kiss you in your sleep
And you say you see right through me
I go to see your family And then we have chill on the weekend
Even though you ate my mother You too are never speaking
We're running on the beach And taking pictures of the sun
Now you're losing sleep And aren't sure that I'm the one
All I do Is spin around you
All I do Is spin around you
Fly you out to California And leave letters in your drawers
And make up a secret word For when you were feeling stable
Did you ever build your castle?
Did you ever even care?
That I wanted to die I think that only made you scared
And I read seven books So I would see from your position
I would understand your family I would hear you when I listened
Every time you cried About the fears that you were facing
All you held inside And everything you're scared to say
All I do Is spin around you
All I do Is spin around you
All I do Is spin around you
You don't even recognize me in my body
My perception of myself is how you saw me
You said you chose me more than I chose you
But I put you first more than I was supposed to
I built my world around you at the center We
were young and we were too dumb to know better
You called on me last day I was in Paris
Replayed and then you said you couldn't stand it
I was down when you couldn't I made
sure that I'm around but I shouldn't