Now I'm getting used to being the reason why Now I'm getting used to being the reason why
Now I'm getting used to being the reason why
I'm all *** up and I'm ready to break
Now I don't wanna be the guy who's always in the outside
I wanna find my own good place
I'm all *** up and I don't know how
Have I ever got to where I feel like I'm dying on the inside?
I wanna be happy but I don't know how
I'm all *** up and it's all just a dream
Now I always get so close and I let it get away
I know I'm gonna set the blame
I'm all *** up and I don't know why
The answer is to my left
I shouldn't be like this
I think I'd rather die
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
I'm all *** up
Now, I don't wanna be the guy who's always on the ensign
I wanna find my home, that place
I'm all *** up
And I don't know how
Don't ever get to where I feel like I'm lying on the inside
I don't wanna see it happen now
I'm all *** up
Now, I don't wanna be the guy who's always on the ensign
Yeah, I always get so close
And I never get away
I'm going with myself to play
I'm all *** up
And I don't know why
Yeah, I told you my life was gonna be like this
And I think I'd rather die
I'm all *** up