On the couch at Apple Store, back to the liquor store, CD's more and more, it's never enough! Drunk in his business, dreaming of oblivion, another cycle of destruction, a downward spiral begins! No recovery, he'd rather die than learn to live free, his pride rejects recovery, he'd rather die than learn to live free! Made from the poison, makes him scream and shout, made through more and more to drink, he pukes it all out! Blood in his vomit, doesn't make him want to quit, he says, I can handle it, he says, I've got this ***! His pride rejects recovery, he'd rather die than learn to live free, his pride rejects recovery, he'd rather die than learn to live free! Threw his rockin' knife away, because he took a drink today, threw his rockin' knife away, because he took a hit today, threw his rockin' knife away, because he took a pill today, threw his rockin' knife away, because he took a shot today. Threw his rockin' knife away, because he took a pill today, threw his rockin' knife away, because he took a drink today.